AppleAt the end of a brief break from writing, I lick the last tangy drop of soup from my index finger, set my empty bowl next to the sink, and looks over the aftermath of my home-cooked supper.  In a rusting colander, loosely curled ribbons of purple-white turnip peel wrap themselves around a clump of discarded kale spines.  Near the back burner of the stove, round seeds from a yellow wax pepper float like flattened coracles on a stream of spilled heirloom tomato juice.  At the bottom of my foraging basket, blackened hemlock needles cling to the trimmed-off stipes of golden chanterelle mushrooms.  The still-life imagery describes perfectly what I love best about food: humble ingredients and simple preparations which – eschewing artificiality – celebrate the sustainable traditions of the past.

Wiping off the kitchen countertop with a calico towel, I wonder how much of what I love will be retained in our collective culinary future.  Will time-honored food traditions prove their durability and relevance in a world which purports to reject such traditions as anachronistic and unworthy of preservation?  Or will they slowly disappear, replaced by food products and standards which politicians, bio-tech corporations, petro-farmers, and fast-food empires agree are best for the modern age?  The question makes me uneasy.  And yet – buoyed by the knowledge that my desires for a simpler, more tradition-based future are shared by a growing number of visionary thinkers, producers, agriculturalists, and culinarians – I see good reason to believe that what I love may flourish in the years and decades to come.  Spontaneously, I pick up a scrap of paper and scribble down the names of a few of those who give me hope.

Carlo Petrini – Italian author of Slow Food: Collected Thoughts on Taste, Tradition, and the Honest Pleasures of Food – whose International Slow Food Movement continues to draw attention to the endangered culinary traditions of the past while warning of the pitfalls which attend our deepening fixation on soul-less foods.

Josko Gravner – iconoclastic Friulian vintner – whose commitment to creating and marketing wines made with millennia-old techniques gives the equivalent of a stiff middle-finger to those slick oenological modernists who prefer laboratories and stainless steel to vineyards and clay amphorae.

The late Masanobu Fukuoka – reformed Japanese microbiologist – whose fieldwork and writings on the subject of natural farming continue to resonate and inspire small-scale farmers and home-gardeners with the radical idea that sustainable agriculture sustainably producing sustainable food is essential to a sustainable humanity.

Alice Waters – American chef, author, and educator – whose writings, educational endeavors, and legendary restaurant Chez Panisse, continue to play a visionary role in the burgeoning subculture of those who hold that what we eat should be simple, enjoyable, healthy, and locally produced.

Setting down my quick-jotted notes, I crack a wide smile and feel a new confidence in what will be.  Though I can’t deny corporate power, the allure of novel creations, and the global trend toward choosing what nourishes us on the basis of how quickly it may be prepared and eaten, I sense that we are nearing the apogee of what posterity will likely view as a flawed push to reduce whole foods to mere products and formulas.  Soon – I believe – we’ll come to a collective realization that  preserving and promoting the simple yet richly satisfying food traditions of the past is in our best interest.

Feeling vaguely self-satisfied with the direction of my thoughts, I move from the corner of the kitchen, intending to sit down at the typewriter and commit my ideas to paper.  Easing myself into my cushioned chair, I hear springs squawking as the screen-door swings open and shut, tiny tippy-tappy footsteps on the wooden floor boards, and a little girl’s quiet laugh behind me.  An instant later, my daughter’s hand reaches over my shoulder and drops a ripe yellow apple onto my lap.  Picking it up, I smile, remembering the ripe apples of my own childhood.  Rubbing its oxidized skin shiny on the hem of my shirt, I sink my teeth in, taste its sweet juice cool from the evening air and smile again.

“This,” I mumble while chewing slowly.  “This is what the future is all about…”

*A version of this was previously published in Willamette University’s BookNotes (Fall 2009)

mushroomParked before the sturdy yellow steel forest-road gate which never seems to open anymore, I leave the engine running as I slip the barrel of the old .410 into its rust-pocked receiver.  The air coming through the vents is warm, smells just slightly of burnt oil, and feels good on my fingers.  Somehow, the drumming of the raindrops and the tick-click of what I suspect is hot exhaust through a cracked manifold fall into a loose rhythm.  Sliding the wooden forestock into place against the base of the barrel, I remember watching my father’s hand show me this motion as he taught me how to put together the little Springfield crack-barrel when I was just a boy.  Feeling at home where I am, I pause to breathe, to listen to the sound of my heartbeat in my ears, to notice the goodness of now.

As I stuff a handful of shells into the pocket of my canvas work pants, my attention shifts, and I catch the altered scene of the roadside understory through the blurred lens of the Raider’s windshield.  Smudges of fiery red and fluorescent orange reveal what must be patches of vine maple foliage.  Something dark and finger-like rests on a fallen log – could be a crow or perhaps a stone left standing on end by some passing hunter.  I find it perfectly relaxing to watch as the water which washes continuously over the glass changes the nature of the world I see from one moment to the next.  Turning the key to kill the engine and placing my hand on the door latch, I pause to breathe, to listen to the sound of my heartbeat in my ears, to notice the goodness of now.

Outside, crossing the line of the gate, I move up the road, across the flooded ditch, up the muddy cut, and into the shadow of the canopy just as I have on so many wet Cascadian autumn days before.  My feet and legs move without thought as my eyes scan the near-distance for the outline of a ruffed grouse perched on a branch, for a flash of color where a cluster of girolles has broken the crust of the duff.  I feel a kind of electricity flowing through me as I wander these secret places, keeping company with myself alone, seeking nothing more than unimpeded motion and a shot at something to take back for dinner.  Hours pass interrupted only by the occasional stoop for wild mushrooms and the thwumping report of a missed wing-shot now and again.  Miles up the canyon, finally feeling the call to turn, after taking a last look toward the high peaks out east, I pause to breathe, to listen to the sound of my heartbeat in my ears, to notice the goodness of now.

StormThe new venture in writing begins with the familiar tapping of keys.  It feels good to be writing as myself again, to be focusing on what is real and present. I want to say something – perhaps an idea that will inspire – but nothing much comes to mind.

Walking out the front door to avoid the frustration of not meeting my own expectations, I can feel and see a change in the character of evening.  The air tells me that summer is in retreat and autumn is on the way in the foothills of the high Cascades.  Standing on the front porch and watching the grey clouds stack up against the dark green slopes, I cross my fingers, hoping that those clouds will dump enough rain down to saturate the ground and birth an early wave of yellow chanterelles.

But no strategy – not finger crossing, not shifting my feet in some kind of half-hearted rain dance – manages to deliver results.  The clouds continue to gather unproductively in the distance.  Nothing falls to earth tonight.  I move back into the warm darkness of the house.  It seems like a good time to crawl into bed.

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